Three Six Five

by Emilee Wigglesworth

 

Solace in the wicker

rocking chair, in the lull 

of a wave, kiss her 

goodnight with speckled

scallop shells drying out

on the granite counter, 

seaweed tangled

legs pressed together

underwater & this fear 

of God coursing 

through these ice cold

oceans of memory,

with the overalls rolled up

over the knee. 

In every thought I am

a girl & in every moment

I am the adult that carries

her—cradles her, conjures

her spirit, lets her 

steer the course,

& I am getting better 

at plucking shells

from the shoreline 

& identifying them by name. 

Look darling, a lightning whelk

I try to approach my life

with more curiosity,

as a child I had not realized

sand dollars 

were once alive.

Emilee Wigglesworth (they/them) is a queer poet from Florida. They are an MFA candidate at North Carolina State University. Their work is featured in Defunkt Magazine. Their writing often explores themes of family, memory, grief, and identity as it intersects with the natural world. You can find them on Instagram.